MY EMOTIONS WERE ALL OVER THE PLACE
AS I TRIED TO EXPLAINED WHAT REALLY BOTHERS ME
TEARS WERE RUNNING LIKE WATER IN MY FACE

YET
THEY JUST STOOD THERE LOOKING AT ME
I THOUGHT I WILL HEAR ANY ENCOURAGEMENT VOICE
BUT NO, ALL THEY DID WAS TO STARE AT LIKE I WAS INSANE

YES I KNOW
WHAT WAS I THINKING POURING MY FEELINGS TO THEM
THEY NEVER Understood MY FEELINGS AT ALL

TO THINK I WAS BUSY TELLING THEM HOW I FELT
THINKING I WILL GET HELP
BUT NO THIS WAS ME TRAPPED NOT THEM

Why do I WANT THEM TO FEEL SORRY FOR ME?
THEY NEVER WENT THROUGH WHAT I WENT THROUGH
YET I STILL BELIEVE THAT ONE DAY THEY WILL

EVERY TIME I STAND ON THE MIRROR
LOOKING AT MYSELF AND HOW MISERABLE I WAS
EVEN MYSELF I DID NOT UNDERSTAND MYSELF

I NEEDED HELP FOR CRYING OUT loud
YET
THEY JUST TURNED THEIR BACK TO ME
WHAT SHOULD I DO

ALL I WANTED IS SOMEONE TO LISTEN TO ME
MY MISERABLE AND CONFUSED life
But NO ONE WAS THERE FOR ME

I WAS TIRED WITH THAT FAKE SMILE IN MY FACE
NOTHING WAS GOOD FOR ME
ALL THINGS HAD THEIR DIFFERENT BAD TEST IN ME

LOOKING AT THE SUN SINK
WHILE MY DEMONS RISE UP
EVILNESS DEVOURING ME PIECE BY PIECE

I FELT LIKE I WAS AT MY OWN SPECIAL HELL
THAT FIRE BURNED ME UNTIL ALL LEFT WAS SPIRIT
THE DEVIL Himself also ENJOYED IT

MY SOUL WAS LOST FROM THE BEGINNING
YET
I NEVER NOTICED THAT I WAS LOST

I WAS IN DENIAL I THINK
ALL MY LIFE
I’VE SEEN DEVIL HIMSELF
As the days go on, my life never changed
But be chaos and very 22-catch situation
All I could imagine is that where are my parent

I just heard steps coming towards me
Wake up, honey
Ohh I was dreaming

Thanks, it was just a dream
But a strange one, I guess