What would have happened if I didn’t tell you?
What would have happened if I kept quiet,
All the days of loneliness and sorrow
with you and still, you didn’t notice me.
I was there for you when you needed my help.
All the sacrifices I made but you, you made none.
I go to bed crying thinking about how life would be if I fixed my mistakes.
I don’t even know how I ended up here.
Maybe if I didn’t exist your life would have been better,
I wouldn’t have been a burden.
I told you my biggest secret and that not even my family knows,
That I had depression, but somehow your affection stopped.
It was like I didn’t know you or maybe I did, but you just pretended.
You gave me the silent treatment as if I deserved it.
But I really wish I could move on but it’s not as easy as you think.