Outdoors ! Quietness, Peaceful and lots of love
So they say
But I prefer indoors ! Not outdoors !
Indoors ! Stressful, pressure and depression
So they say.

Outdoors ! Stressful, pressure and depression ! To me.
Indoors ! Happiness, love and peaceful ! To me
Indoors, where I don’t get to count down my bruises,
Where I even forget that I have bruises.

Outdoors, just only thinking about it,
I go mad, I go sad, I go angry
It is where I don’t get to laugh and smile as many say they do.

I don’t get to think about my future
I get to think about pain, heartaches and bruises
That’s how I know pain, that’s how I learnt pain, that’s where I get pain.