I’m losing myself slowly but surely

I scream in silence

My screams are loud yet so silent

No one hears me.


I break down,

I’m on the floor crying.

No one hears me.


Unlike other people, sleep doesn’t run away from me

All I wanna do is sleep.

Escaping reality by sleeping is the best but temporary.

I don’t wanna die but it hurts.


Let me scream,

Let me cry,

Let me sleep.


I might look strong on the outside, but I’m really not so strong

I’m fragile.

I’m losing myself.