Thinking about you more is breaking me into pieces

I know it’s selfish, but I hope you’ll still miss me

I don’t have a right to be hurt

But it hurts still, and I don’t know why

It’s been years, but still can’t move on

Maybe I still feel guilty

Shame on me

Hate this feeling

Regret is a friend I call misery

Why do I feel so heartbroken

My mind can’t stop tackling these 21 questions

Everywhere I’m at it’s sad songs galore, adding more to the pain

I don’t believe I’ll ever be the same

My heart will never stop calling your name

Reminiscing about what we could’ve had

It hurts knowing what I almost had

It hurts knowing what I missed out on

Highschool sweethearts, what went wrong

Don’t know how to be strong

But without her, I feel so lost 

It’s so hard to let you go

I had it wrong; I downplayed myself

Sometimes, I imagine having done things differently

Like Rihanna, I wish I could say to you, ‘Needed Me.’

I’ve run away from my emotions for so long

That I don’t know what I’m feeling right now

Spending time with you, it’s like a double edge sword

I’m happy and in pain at the same time

Happy that you’re doing okay

In pain that I’m not by your side

I never thought it’d hurt so bad to see another person have a child

I can’t blame anybody else

When I brought it to myself

I never imagined I’d fade away in the background

Up at night wishing you were still around

Hoping – you still think of me.