I wish I had

A chance to tell you the truth.

To tell you what was hidden inside,

Inside was a mysterious feeling,

A mysterious feeling that kept on growing
and getting stronger each day.
I wish you knew how fast my heart
would constantly pound every time I saw you.
The feeling was mesmerising,
I couldn’t help myself,
but always fill my face with unceasing smiles.

I wish you knew how busy my mind would be,

and you were all I would think of.

I couldn’t stop,

I tried,

but I couldn’t stop.

Clearly, it had turned into an addiction,

or rather a norm.

If only you knew how I’d stare at you,

every time you were not looking.

Just to get a glimpse of you,

I’ll admit it was one of the best moments.

I wish you knew.