I need a one on one with God.

I need a one on one with God

Where is the strength coming from?

Where is the courage coming from?

I always say l will never judge those who take their lives for l have also once had those thoughts

I need a one on one talk with God

I have a few questions for him

I just want to ask him why???

I just need to tell him l am tired

I just want him to show me that he is God

I need to feel his presence.

It gets tough and tougher

It gets too heavy to carry

The cross is too big for my small body

I will never condemn those who end their lives.

It just gets too much at times

I need a one on one with God

Dear God l need to talk to you

I need to know why are our brothers and sisters ending their lives

I need to know why

Just why

I need a one on one with God.

Maybe if we spoke l would understand your ways but for now l am not ashamed to say

Your ways are painful

Please give me an understanding to them.

I need a one on one with God…

I am Sharon Ncube the African child.