I wish I could return back all those words,

I said to you!

Now they are hunting me day and night

I wish I could have controlled my anger towards you

Now those mean words they turn out to paint me with black paint

I pray every day so that I can forgive you and myself

But am failing again and again

I try to accept that your gone, still I fail

I’ve been not sleeping for countless of time

Sometimes waking up with dry tears on my cheeks

I thought am strong but am failing

You really left a big wound in my life, that doesn’t want to ever heal

Will I ever heal though?

I loved you and I still do!

Pity, who knows if you still do or even remember that you once did.

I wish your selfish heart didn’t do this to me

I still dream of your face,time to time

Wish I could accept that I will never see your smile again

But my heart still cheat me, to let you go

Like the way you cheated on me without even thinking twice.

I sometimes don’t understand why I can’t just get rid of my mind

As you already did lot of damage in my life

You broke every little promise that I had hope you would fulfill

Just the way you broke my heart

And moved on like,

I meant nothing to you.