When I met him, I had no idea.

I was clueless about his trials and struggles,

His demons and darkest moments that haunted him nonstop,

I didn’t learn the depth of his pains,

I couldn’t have imagined what he had been through…

But I felt a union,

A communion that drew me close to him. 

I simply saw a fellow,

A gentleman I completely fall in love with drunken by love,

He was so thirsty for love, so true,

Hungry to care for…

Coated with smiles and respect.

I am yet, faking joy and truce.

Dying silently from nonacceptance.

With false happiness written all over her physique.

His mind was always worrying,

Nightmares and hallucinations are all you could describe best,

For it never leaves his shadows.

But then I happened.

I landed right in his arms,

At the right time, when he was so lonely,

In suffering and despair.

I created a safe space for him,

A warm spot in my heart to occupy,

Extra welcoming kind-heartedly,

That made him feel safe,

Then he began to open up…

He poured his heart out,

shared his downfall and glories,

I made him feel seen,

I made him feel needed

Every new day I loved him even better,

More than yesterday…

I showed him over and over that, I cared.

I got him through his darkest time.

Loved him back to life when he was emotionally drained.

When he was so lost in his reflection and depressed.

I was always there, ever-present,

I was like a catalyst,

The constant force pushed him only in the right direction.

I got him through his darkest moments,

I guaranteed him eternal happiness,

I gave him a million reasons to stand firm…

Purpose of holding on to life and halting the suicidal thought in his head.

I stand by him,

gave him the courage to face the world.

Bravery to face his demons and fears.

And he managed to calm the storm….

And see the rainbow after the hurricane 

With me by his side.

I’m sure he will never forget,

He will never ignore how I loved him,

How I cherished him back to life.

How I supported him and pulled him up again when he was down.

He will never forget.

The incredible person I am to him

The crucial role I played in his life.

I loved him back to life,

When he had no hopes left.

But it gave him another chance of confidence.

I loved him back to life!