I couldn’t do it anymore.
I stopped.
I watched her walk away
her shiny eyes, filled with tears she tried to hide.
I walked away and cried.
Tried to comfort myself:
“It will get better god sees.”

She smiled ,laughed shared her joy
But deep down she was dying and empty.
I couldn’t tell her that i love her
Because I hate to love her.

I tried to kill my presence in her life.
Maybe I’m the problem or she’s the problem in my life.
Maybe we’re not suited for each other
There’s no away I can get away.
Kill my presence in her life neither she can kill mine in hers.