I am here again today probably to vent because I’m so scared to call you and tell you how I feel, I don’t wanna burden you with my traumas and sudden breakdowns but I’ve been holding on for way to long.

I love you Mase and yes I can’t just move on and forget, I try though to my outmost best and I hope one day I will finally be over you and you not replying to my texts won’t hurt as it won’t matter.

I hope to wake up one day and be fully over you but for now, I will keep on hoping things do become true at the end.