I watched him text me… Unsaved
Unregistered was the person
For my mind feebbly welcomed him
We’re on the same media group..
He uttered the chant
As usual, boys.. I wiggled my eyes
Scrolling down the chats my heart speaking
I’ve danced to the melody before

Time flew past,
I showed him the worse
One word sentences,
My heart failed to accept him
He must have felt different
For some questions I never asked
For any media group I never joined

Very strong, funny, a real man
I fearly discovered
He was an introvent, so wa I
We had so much in common
Yet again in the month of December
I cracked, again I felt useful

He gave a purpose to my lips
A need to look after my looks
He carelessed and mended the broken me
My hopes raised again
It was shinny, shinny than the last one
The sex made me feel like a woman again

One gaze in his inbox,
Shattered my insides,
A male name on my contact
Another girl on my top
A pinned chat I honestly deserved
For the Nakedness I suffered

Tears running down my face.. I yell
Not all that glitters is gold
Haunted and mixed in thoughts
Got my feelings blended into a time loop
I watch it come and go
That was more just a heart break