So he asked me what my biggest fear is and I responded;
“I’m scared.
I’m scared of giving myself to you.
I’m scared that if I do then I’ll be to blame when you’ve hurt me.
I’m scared of receiving your love because it’ll crush me when you choose to withhold it.
I’m scared that I’ll get attached and you’ll detach, leaving me stranded
I’m scared because I’ve felt it before, because I can’t expect you to love me endlessly when my own love falls short at times.
I’m scared because I’ve disappointed myself many times before and so how can I expect you not to.
I’m scared and it’s my biggest fear.”