My spirit parts slowly from my body
Forcing it to stay is no good
I stand numb and paralysed
Not able to move a single muscle

I take a good look at myself
I see me without having to ask the mirrors for help
Wonder how it would be if I were a different me
Memories of the past come flooding back
I shake my head and refuse to exept that was me

I feel like I want to cry but i don’t
I feel like I want to jump but I can’t
I’m overwhelmed with emotions I don’t understand
I watch my spirit escaping my body
It sometimes makes me wonder if I have ever died and came back to life
Then just maybe I’ve died a thousand deaths