honestly some days I’m barely surviving

but because of the society

I’m exhausted by the weight of judgemental eyes

I’m tired of people busy reminding me about who I am

what i look like and what i have and don’t have

I’ve sought serenity in a chaotic world

yet the ache within me persists

how am i gonna live with the influence of the society,I’ve tried to fit in

I’ve strived to nourish my soul but now I’m weary and worn

my loved ones and accomplishments sustain me

i yearn to fulfill the dreams I’ve held since youth

i aspire to pursue prosperity and devotion

but sometimes i wish i was dead but I’m glad I’m not

shadows of doubt have shrouded my pride,my self worth has been obscured