I was never scared like that before,
I wanted it to stop
I wanted to stop shivering around him
I wanted to stop pretending
And more than anything, I wanted
the pain to stop
I was nice but he was rude
I was forgiving not forgetting,
I dreamed of a peaceful home
while I was living the opposite
of that,
As time went by dreaming became
my home,
While I live in pain, dreaming
would make me forget all
the pain l was living under,
I learned how to pretend as time
went by