Does the mind have a door?
Is mine locked?
While I’m trapped inside… begging,
to be let out?
I’m confined in my own mind,
hiding…
from anything other than light.
I wish somebody can let me out,
cause it feels like I’m stuck,
but to the outside world… I look fine.
My anger engulfed me,
My sadness has befriended me
and my smile has abandoned me.
Like all the others… Who left me here;
trapped inside…
I feel lonely… And it’s dark in here.
All the lights have faded into
some…sort of…
Lie… A deceptive fairytail.
My body is floating but my brain…
Is too heavy to keep it high.
My heartbeat is unusual.
Everything i ever had
Is all gone, thus I know
it will never …
become mine again.
I pray and plead,
that i somehow escape from this …
unpleasant place,
but all i get is…
silence from the outside.
They cannot even hear me.
I am suffocating and soon
will lose my breath… and disappear.