I’ve never thought we’ll ever meet like this
Never thought I’ll blame you for every pain I face..
I think,yet can’t tell if my decisions are good or bad
Until I see the consequences of it
My mind and heart are two things I’ve lost hope in
My decision brings shame
Following my heart lead me to wrong people ..
If I’m mislead by my own self
Then whom shall I trust?
Paradoxically,the more I smile the more I become stressed…
depression placed a curse called anger upon me
Now I’m a monster to myself and those around me …
I’m a stranger in my own life..
I can’t trust myself nor any thought in my head..
I’m disappointed in you yet i
blame you not, but living in a careless world…