At times I sit in the dark talking to you,
Imagining as if you next to me,
Trying to make you understand my selfish reasons why I left you,
But still it seems not making sense to you.
I must say it really hurts thinking about you, about us and what we had.
Yes we had fun , there are moments that we both will never forget,
But I ask you to forgive me, forget and move on with your life,

It pains that I had broken your heart and left you all alone to pick up the pieces,

I’m sorry for having too much pride,
Let you go even when I knew I was wrong.
Maybe I was not used to the kind of love you gave me,
I guess it was too much for me at some point i felt suffocating,
You loved me too much that you couldn’t love yourself,
I loved myself too much that I couldn’t pay attention to yours,
I’m sorry for wasting your time,
Sorry for giving you a false hope that we could work,
I want you to know that you were not the problem but I was.
I didn’t deserve you nor your love,
I hope you find someone better,
I’m not asking to be your favourite person or your friend but I would like to ask you to forgive me , heal first and not make the same mistake I made,
I Jumped in a relationship with you
Even when I knew I wasn’t ready,
I’m sorry I took everything on you,
I’m sorry that you got to be punished for something you didn’t do

Sorry I begged you to love even when I knew I couldn’t love back,
I sorry I broked my promises and hurt you, I hope you will find peace, I wish you to find real love,
I wish that you find a good guy that you won’t have to beg him to love you back,
I failed you and I’m not proud but disgusted at myself
Till we meet again, I ask that you greet me, make peace, that way you will heal. And see that I wasn’t the one for you