It is never easy to still stand through it all
Being played like a ball
Being kicked out!
They be saying she’s a fool
Yet I try to act cool
They’ll never understand
It is very painful as I sink in tears
A lot of tears,
I mess up in life
I make mistakes!
I ruin things!
I attack with a loud voice!
A voice full with anger,
I strive a lot of happiness
Yet I fail,
I keep failing
How am I suppose to live?
I’m dying inside
God what did you create?
I ain’t going to survive this
Help is what I need