Allow me to cry for my own stupidity
Allow me to mourn my broken stabbed stumbled burnt heart
Allow me to cry for I have been stupid enough that this time it would be for happily ever after

Allow me to weep and wail
For this pain is too much carry in my fragile heart
Weakling I have became
Fool I allowed myself to be
An idiot I turned into
Love came saw conquered and destroyed

As I look up to the heavens
And cry for a miracle
Will I ever be chosen
Will I ever be a priority
Will I ever be enough
Will I ever be considered as the love of his life
Will I ever cry the tears of joy

Don’t judge me
Don’t judge me for loving someone more than they really deserve
Don’t judge me for falling for the same promises and the sweet nothing’s

I am weeping for my heart is heavy