Ah I don’t know!

I don’t know when I will stop writing you poems,

Knowing that no matter how beautiful they can be this time they can never catch your heart.

I don’t know when I’ll stop texting you first and smiling at your text,

Knowing I’ll never hear you say I love you again.

I don’t know when I’ll stop disturbing your soul,

Knowing that there, there’s no place to fill, to love and a heart to call.

I don’t know if I’ll heal soon or later,

Knowing that I’ve to move on, fight and make my life better.

I don’t know when I stop dreaming about you,

Knowing I’ll not build my life and share my future with you.

I don’t know how many times, I’ll keep deleting your tens,

Knowing that One day we’ll become strangers.

I don’t know when I’ll stop hoping to have you,

Knowing that not all wishes come true.

I don’t know when I’ll accept this amicable break up,

Knowing that one day this feeling will fade up like that sweet make up.

I don’t know if this is still love,

Knowing that perhaps I might just be lost.

Ah I don’t know!