Mother! Why did you leave me?
I was only an infant, knowing nothing when you left
I spent all of my infant and childhood years without you
There was no you to wipe away my tears when I was crying
There are a lot of things I would trade to make up for our lost time
But that would be in vain because you are not coming back
I wished every day that you were still here
But that wish of mine was never granted
Because you were gone and gone forever
Never to come back.
I had to learn to live with that bitter truth.
I cried every time your name popped up in my mind
The idea of being here (on earth) without your presence was unbearable
I had to accept you are not coming back, though I wished you could.
I grew strong and got used to the fact that I would never see you again,
In your physical form except seeing the pictures.
Mother and son relationship and bond is something I never had and will never have.
Though you are not with me – you hold a special place in my heart.