This week was a HELL of a week. Things are just not on my side this time. It’s been an emotionally breaking rollercoaster for the past few months; there’s no break nor peace, can you imagine? People know me as a bright and bubbly person, but behind the smile, there’s a lot going on. People will ask,” how are you?” And I’ll reply by saying, “I’m fine,” but little do they know I’m going through a lot for a person my age. Sometimes life’s a mess. And in my life, there’s a lot going on. I sometimes wish I could disappear. That’s how miserable my life is right now. But with reading, music and God by my side, l know there’s hope. Having hope doesn’t kill. I know God is preparing me for the best coming my way.