I’ll never be that person that has all the answers, knows what tomorrow will bring or even the right words to describe how I feel sometimes.
There are just those times when the feelings get overpowering and no matter how hard I try, I can’t seem to find the words for the emotions that get the best of me.
The air gets heavy and my heart and soul are crying out to release the feelings that are running through me.
I don’t want to be bottled up and at a loss for words, but there are just those times that I can’t find the right things to say.
It’s caused a lot of problems and I’ve hurt people that I love unintentionally because I couldn’t express myself the way I wanted to.
Try as I might, as much as I want to let it all out, sometimes it just doesn’t come out.
The feelings, thoughts and emotions almost overpower me at times, but even with a deep soul and loving heart, my voice and words fail me.
It’s hard to be a person with a full heart and be unable to express myself in the way that I want to sometimes.
So, I try to do the little things to let my people know how I feel:
Happy texts, notes just because and countless other ways that help me share my feelings with the ones that matter most to me.
So I’m going to keep trying to get better at expressing myself and sharing my heart.
Until then, I’ll just keep loving everyone the best way that I can.
In the end, I may not have all the answers or the right words to say.
But I’ll figure it out.
I always do.
With love in my heart and fire in my soul,
There’s nothing I can do.
Starting with loving as hard as I can.