I woke up at 5 a.m. I’m really feeling like shit today. I’ve got a terrible headache and I can tell that soon I will be sick. This is why I hate winter – I always get sick. (Oh, that plus the fact that winter always expose my lack of clothing.)

I really wish I could have stayed in bed all day long, dream and fantasize about my yummy-bodied boyfriend, Sebastian, but I couldn’t. Students are slaves, you know. It doesn’t matter how shitty we feel, we still march on and go to school – even if what we really want is to chill at home and do fuck all.

I don’t know what it is, but there’s something bothering me emotionally. It’s not the headache. No. It’s something far deeper than that – more like a big, hollow emptiness inside my heart. If I were the superstitious-type, I’d be saying my boyfriend is cheating on me.

But I’m not. I’m just feeling sad.

It’s Friday and I have only 2 classes. The first was at 7 and the second is at 2. The first was quick because the lecturer came in 15 minutes late and only gave us more work. So I basically should’ve stayed in bed.

But there’s an upside: after class, I’m going out to the movies with my favourite little brother in the whole world, Sim. And, no, that doesn’t make me a better sister at all. In fact, we should be going out more often. I mean, he’s not only my brother, he is my only brother. He might be naive and all, but he’s still my only brother. I should be spending more time with him.

I’m dreading my next class. But at least I’ve got something to keep me awake in class. I can’t go window shopping coz I just don’t want to hurt myself like that. Everywhere is showing winter clothes already and I can’t get any!

The hours are just dragging on. And the only thing I’m looking forward to now, is a date with my brother.

ZZ xxx

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