The worst of the worst of the worst just happened. I need a moment to breathe.

Robbie just called. He wants to see me tomorrow. He’s in Cape Town since the Metallica concert two weeks ago. Oh Gawd! What does he want? Why now?

I know I shouldn’t worry but I am. I’m freaking out here. What will I say to him? How will I act? What if he leans and tries to kiss me…we never officially ended, you know. Oh my Sebastian. poor, adorable Sebastian. We have a date tomorrow and Robbie the ass does this?

OK. Nothing to worry about. I don’t love Robbie, I’m with Sebastian the god now. So why is my heart fluttering so much?

What am I gonna do???

ZZ xxx