My dweeb of a brother read my diary! I’m so mad at that little freak he has no clue. So I’m washing dishes after dinner right, then out of the blue the idiot says, “Zinzi is gonna kill herself,” just like that. Can you believe it? I had to explain that he read my diary and that it was just an entry not an obituary, as the little twirp said. Argh, I’m furious! He said I’m feeling depressed and my lack of a social life is getting to me. He reads too many books.

Mom gave me a lecture about how I must give this place a chance.

“Come on Zinzi, it’s only been 2 days. I don’t know what you’re moaning about,” she said.

That I will make new friends eventually, I just needed to be open to the idea. Dad would’ve never said such crap. He would’ve let me be. He would’ve never put me in such a situation to begin with. I miss him, I miss my dad. We are really close, like best buds. I wonder why he didn’t come with us… something doesn’t smell right here, they are hiding something from us.

I’ll say it again. OMG!!! I hope it’s not what I think it is. It’s too bad that I can’t even bring myself to write it down. Mom and Dad have been fighting a lot lately. They just think we don’t notice. They try and keep appearances but I could see right through dad.

I spoke to Sim about it one night and the boy is a complete twat, he’s clueless. He lives in a little bubble surrounded by books and insects…Eeuuuw!

Anyways, my parents had come from a dinner one evening, you know, those fundraiser ones. Then they thought we were sleeping, well Sim was. So, they were arguing when they got into the house and Mom was really giving it to dad, like really taking a piss on him. All I could make out from between the profanity was that this was all his fault, that he was selfish and reckless. Then mom told him to explain it to Sim and me, but dad said no, we don’t have to know, that we’re kids and we’ll adjust. I really hope I’m not a casualty of this selfish war between them, even though I’m already a victim. Something is brewing up but I can’t worry about that now. Tomorrow is a dark first day at Hell College.

ZZ xxx