Movies have just ended and I’m not sleepy at all. I don’t want to call Sebastian coz he’s working. So now I’m lying in bed. I wish there was somebody I could chat with. Right about now I wouldn’t mind even if it’s one of these random people that read my blog and leave crazy comments.

I know that some people have a bone to pick with me for the way I live my life but guess what… It’s my life.

Like really now, like I don’t know that I’m supposed to be respectful to my elders. Holding your tongue is the one thing that amaXhosa do, so I got schooled from birth. I’m the way that I am because I was raised the way that I was. People should just be lucky I’m not doing drugs or sleeping around.

I know what’s right from wrong so I don’t appreciate being told what to do. You tell me what to do and you just make me wanna do the complete opposite.

One tart even called me stupid! Can you imagine, being judged by someone who doesn’t know you and what you’re going through? When you spend your life being given everything on a silver platter you get accustomed to that. Then when it gets taken away without any consultations or explanations, you’re left feeling like a retard.

Nobody likes being lied to.

And parents should stop this business of wanting teenagers to act like grown-ups but not granting them opportunities to try out being a grown up. Give us a challenge or two. Let us make some grown up decisions every once in a while.

Treat me like a kid and I’ll behave like one!

But some other bloggers have been sympathetic and understanding. I’ll keep you in Zinzi’s circle of trust anytime.
This is boring now so I’ll just force myself to sleep.

Before I go I must live word: People, mense, bantu, I’m human. I can’t be blogging 24/7. I have a life that comprises of school, family, a (hot) boyfriend and a social life I’m trying to get off the ground. What would you people do if I got a job, now that we’re broke, and I didn’t have spare time to blog? Huh?

Stop being testy vexations and just have fun with me. Now that I have that out of my system I think I’ll sleep. You’re welcome to protest… Haha!

ZZ xxx