Everybody’s looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You’ll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

This is an old classic that Noxy and I used sing back in the day. Yeah, I’m aware of my age, thank you very much. Back then it was just another song we sang when we got up to our girly mischief. But today it is a message that repeats endlessly in my heart and caresses my feelings.

I am in love and it feels good to be cherished and treasured by Sebastian.

Today, we had a serious heart-to-heart about the future (No! not future as in marriage but some really serious stuff about what we want from this relationship).

Looking into his eyes, I knew that I’ve found this mysterious feeling. And no place could be stranger to find it in than a pub. LOL!

But I have to give thumbs up to my mom – yes, my mom! That evil woman I always rant about; the one who loves my little brother more than she loves me! She’s outdone herself. As evil as my parents may seem they sometimes know best, even my mom, but don’t tell her I said so.

When we first came to Cape Town I thought that was “the end of my existence”. If only I knew then that I would meet Sebastian, God knows, I would’ve come here running. He just completes me and makes me happy.

But he is leaving soon, going back to Cape Town. I would like to go with him but I really am not ready to meet and dine with his family.

I think the universe is smiling at me. I’ve never been much happier…

ZZ xxx