You never loved me

The only reason why you thought the only choice you had was to leave me is because you never loved me

The only reason why it was so easy for you to just leave me behind, let go, never look back and pretend like I never existed in your life is because you never loved me

The only reason why all the heartfelt messages I wrote to you for months never got you to change your heart about me or our relationship is because you never loved me

I begged you not to leave me, I begged you to stay with me, I begged you I begged you nonstop for three months but even that didn’t get to you because you never loved me

You were my best friend and more, I thought we would be together forever I never thought you would just up and leave me but you did because you never loved me

I never understood why you thought the only way out was to break my heart into a million pieces knowing fully well what that would do to my heart and soul knowing fully well you were the only person I loved more than anything else in the entire universe but now I finally understand why you did it, you did it because you didn’t care because you never loved me

The sad part about all of this is that I still love you more than anything in the entire universe even though you never loved me.