The pains and struggles I went through are unbearable
Sometimes I doubt that I will make it
Physically, emotionally and sexually I am hurt
Am I cursed? I wonder to myself
I believe I am a sinner in Gods eyes
Why me?
Am I a sinner or do not deserve God’s love?
When I think of everything that has happened, I become angry and ask myself why me?
That’s a very good question but asked wrong person, only God knows
Why me?
I am angry because I never grew up like a normal child
I am angry because I feel excluded from my entire community
I am angry at myself because I messed up along the way
Am I too hard on myself? I don’t know
All I know is that I wouldn’t be where I am without God’s unconditional love
Actually, I know I am stronger than I was before because of the circumstances I went through
And the truth is I made it
Today I am a better person to myself, daughter, family and the community
And who else would it be if it was not me?