Everything starts but eventually ends.
I cry with nobody wiping my tears.
Touching a Bible, praying everyday,
until I feel like God doesn’t have any ears.
Each and every Sunday I pull up at church
asking a pastor to pray for me,
thinking that maybe everything will change.
But then afterwards everything remains the same.
What did I do?
What is my sign?
Those are the questions I ask myself everyday
but I can not find the truth.
What am I, ill?
’Cause I’m not feeling myself anymore!
Do you know that I’m scared of myself?
Tell me what’s that?
Tell if you know!
I’m breathing like everyone
but to be honest with you,
I feel like I am dead.
Yah!
Everything starts but eventually ends.
But what’s happening to me doesn’t wanna end.
I’m starting to think that I’m different from others,
I really don’t know who I am.
Sometimes I feel like I’m the only one
with a lot of problems
who doesn’t know how to solve them.
I’m not trying to be somebody else,
but I’m trying my best to my be myself.
50 Responses
Life is a journey of self discovery
Don't think you're the only one going through that,everyone has their own challenges and keep on fighting for survival...
Only perseverance and persistence will help you get through,never lose hope.
Do not look up to other people to define yourself. You're who you're. Don't force yourself to be like others. You're unique, self introspective and find value in yourself. I'm glad I'm me. I don't live a borrowed life. I'm what I make myself...
It's hitting all the right notes. Very deep in me. I feel lost right now in my life and this is a sammry of my life. Big ups.
A very sad story. I sometimes feel that way, questioning my existence and all. Its okay not to be okay🥺
Being positive is the key
Finding yourself as an individual is challenging and we mostly suffering because of not know who we are and what is the main purpose did we bring to this world
This poem it just remove the heavy weight burden in my shoulders it give me way toward to think about a innocent Andile