I betrayed you, Father. I was a traitor.
I don’t deserve your love and never-ending grace.
I failed you. I made you disappointed in me.
I don’t even deserve to be called your child.

The way I don’t catch up to you, I’m so not good enough
For you to even walk on me. Father, I’m sorry.
You are my everything.
You were with me during my hard times, and are still here.
But as we know that you hate evil and are allergic to wickedness, I wonder why you still haven’t hated me.
I’m so sorry.
– To God