What I thought I’d feel
was nothing but a pull at my heart.
What I thought I’d feel
was nothing more than the pain
I thought I had pushed back
What I thought I’d feel
was a little pat on my back and a shy smile
What I thought I’d feel
is nothing compared to when I woke up to pray,
Those tears came involuntarily
Question is, at the end of the day I thought I’d feel something
But I guess I didn’t even understand my own feelings
So go ahead ask me again, what did I feel, and what did I think I felt