a hundred epiphanies
a million light bulb moments
a “eureka” here and there
the intricate web of shadows of your own making
constantly hidden in the deep dark recesses of your mind
deceiving yourself of your worth and importance
never understanding how reality has proven elusive
how your own mind has let you down
failing to maintain the delicate balance of reality and imagination
feeling whole yet you are in a thousand pieces
hallucinations, horrors and disgrace
creating your own terrors
indignation and feelings of premonition
blind with your eyes wide open
free yourself from the cages of your own mind
the abyss with no bottom
let the light in
be free
be illuminated