My heart-aches so deeply
Tears run down my cheeks
Endless pain deep down
I miss her so much
Why her? I ask….

My mother is so gone
I hate it!!!
It’s slowly becoming real
I’m crying as I write
Pouring my inner pain
Does it have to hurt this much?
I want to be okay
I need to be okay…

Or else I’ll die of pain
All I need is her voice
…her hugs and kisses
…her strict but firm love
I need her face, smile, more
Sometimes I feel so empty that silence binds my pain
To the four walls surrounding me
As the pain spreads so fast
Reality sinks in so deep
I hate this way
Why? Why? Why? I ask

Dedicate this to my late mom <3