I told myself I’d tell you tomorrow,
bold of me to assume.
I told myself I’d tell you tomorrow
as if it were promised to me.
I played with my opportunities and your time,
relying too heavily on tomorrow…
I liked to speak of time as if I could just buy it back,
never knowing my hubris would lead to my downfall.
I kept pushing it till tomorrow not realising
your patience was wearing thin,
I kept pushing my feelings for tomorrow
and pushed you into the arms of another.
I waited for tomorrow not knowing
that tomorrow only brought heartbreak,
now I’m here without you and
for the first time
I’m not looking forward to tomorrow,
because tomorrow it’ll just be me by myself
without you
and I don’t want the sun to rise on a day like that.