First I cried about it
Then I prayed about it
I really felt bad about it
My heart was broken
My vision was impaired
My emotions dispersed
All the love disappeared

For months I was in distress
Four months lived in stress
My world was torn apart
My faith was torn in half
Nothing could hide my shame
I had to scavenge in the shadows

I felt overshadowed
I felt very shallow
The truth I could not swallow
All I knew was sorrow
You could hear the silence in my voice

I was bread unbuttered
Dry at the very core
Tried to play hardcore
The feelings I couldn’t control,
Until poetry brought me on board