The moment I arrived in this strange place,
I felt something different
It was a feeling that did not excite me
I saw many new faces and heard strange things
The things they said sounded like riddles in my ears
I could see that they saw the difference in me
It scares me for I do not know what they think of me
I’m scared of what they will do to me
I try to fit in but I can’t get used to what they do
I sit alone and think of my past,
The excitement of waking up with air filled with happiness and love
But in this strange place I feel like an alien on earth,
It feels like a nightmare
Will I ever get used to this place?
Will I live like a prisoner forever?
Will they ever accept me?
Will the air ever be filled with love and happiness?
But how will I know the answers with a heart filled with fear?