Ostracised by your eyes
To make me unable to embrace
Myself, and so I tell lies
To make you happy
But will I ever feel the same way?
It’s a feeling of shame to me, and
Who to blame will be evaded.
Do I deserve hostility? for as I treat
You with great hospitality
I feel like I’m from a different life
Force, but even though I say so, y’all
Won’t show remorse
I’m trapped and can’t find my way
Out, oh! I found the way but it’s death,
Now I strangle myself trying to run
Out of Breath.
Was I destined to appease others while
I’m dying inside.
I need peace and time for myself, so to
Pull myself out from this tight shelf.