freezing like ice yet under the sunny season
I realise that I had worked for no reason
blinking my eyes to shade tears of pain
I have no choice but to blame my little brain

it was never too late to have a clue for my future
but I never knew that I was being followed by the shadows of failure
I thought I walked in the land spotless with trouble
not knowing that I was awaited by double trouble

I’m left to bear my own regret
I’m both my hero and greatest fear
confused but aware
dead but breathing
and now left with not even a goal
but in a crowd of random thoughts…