You came into my life
and you found me happy.
I was happy seeing you for the first time,
I even smiled and gave you a hug.
But I didn’t know that I was happy to be broken.
I was happy to be hurt.
I was happy to be damaged.
Now I cry myself to sleep
because of my foolishness.
I made us one, now it’s difficult
to be separated from you.
Even if I’m happy,
I always leave a space for you,
in case I cry, then I know you’ve arrived.
Pain, you are now my enemy.
They said bring your enemies close
and I did that, but now my enemy is myself.
I hate myself for the day I made you my friend,
the days I used to call you,
meet you and tell you about my problems.
Because now, you are the problem that I can’t solve.
Pain, I wish we never crossed paths,
and I was still the sweet, happy little girl I was.
Pain.