I thought life was easy until I found challenges.
I thought life was easy until I saw mistakes
I thought life was easy until I felt regrets
I thought life was easy until I saw tears glowing like the Nile river

What I always remembered is that
Challenges are builders but
Inside of me there was this pain
That was extremely sharp
The pain of seeing yourself as
A book that is thrown away because of its dirtiness

The pain of seeing and feeling that
Your family doesn’t love you.
The feeling of being dead sometimes
Because you are treated badly
Maybe because I’m not beautiful, or maybe…
Being called stupid, shapeless…

I have tried so hard to be loved but what I get is being aggressive

I’m tired of living this life ‘cause clearly I am not loved.