I’ve lost so much
I’ve lost my self-respect,
My sense of pride and everything I thought was me
I’ve lost my friends, their loyalty and love
I’ve lost my sense of self
I feel as though my body is the only thing that remains mine,
Only because it rests on my bed
I do not know what life means to me anymore.
I have lost my love and zest for it
I am rarely happy, these days tears seem to be my bestie.
I’ve lost me.