As I was ready to say my last goodbyes
I should thank you for not picking up your phone
I never meant for it to happen
But now I’m living the life of a coward
Can’t even face my own doings
Why should a child be punished
Because of our carelessness
It was not planned to happen
But it happened which means it was meant to be
I almost ended my life
Because I couldn’t face the consequences
I thought you’d do a better job without me
Cause I’ve caused you nothing but pain and misery
I guess I am a coward
Forced you to do the unthinkable
Which I’m grateful you didn’t approve
My problems caught up with me
And I almost left you alone
Pills already in my hand as I picked up that phone
Glad you never answered
As I was ready to say my last goodbyes