I know that this is just life at its best.
I know that one day eventually the scales of my miseries are going to peel off.
But currently I am sinking into the emotional roller coaster.
Letting the troubles grind my dreams slowly.
I can’t seem to hold on to the last bit of hope.

Maybe there was never hope in the first place.
Maybe it is suitable for my dreams to fade away.
Anyway who am I?
Maybe I was never meant to be.
Maybe that is why I am always the black sheep everywhere.
This is when I start doubting myself and the world and even the Lord.
This is when I start to break into tears, bruising my character, bruising my destiny.
I wonder if there is ever a silver lining.
For now let me cry myself to earth.