I won’t lie to myself anymore
And I’m sick of pretending that I’m okay when I’m not.
I’m sick of saying I’m fine or that I’ll be okay.
I’m sick of saying I’ll be strong and trying to act like I got this
when it’s got me.
I don’t wanna pretend no more.
I don’t wanna fake no smiles.
I don’t wanna fake no laughs.
I’m dying inside.
But I’ve ran out of tears to show you.
I’m not happy.
I’m not fine.
I won’t be alright.
I’m way too torn inside.
Moving on is easy said than done.
Forgetting is mission impossible.
I’m not as strong as I want to be.
I won’t lie to myself anymore.
I won’t lie to myself anymore.
I won’t lie to myself anymore.
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this is how I always feel.i lie to people telling them I'm "okay" but I know deep down I'm not okay,it's so normal that we say we're okay instead of saying we're not. we say that because we don't wanna burden them with our problems cause they might just use then against us.