Letting you go is the hardest decision I have ever had to make
But I can’t be with someone who doesn’t spend time with me what kind of relationship that?
It depends on WhatsApp
I told you two weeks prior my birthday yet you forgot about it and when I asked you
“I was busy so many things are happening right now I’m so sorry ” was your excuse

I was used to being someone you loved

We’ve been dating for months yet we only met for like 3 times
Is that how things should be?
I never had the chance to get used to you
I’m only got used to talking to you on the phone
Yet I stayed

I don’t wanna fall in love I wanna grow in love

I wanted to spend time with you but you were always busy
I started to lose the feelings I had for you each day you did not talk to me
I guess you found someone you will give your time to – just not me

I was used to being someone you loved

I can’t believe how easily I fell for you yet you used me as your destruction when you have problems
You only thought of me when it suited you and forgot me whenever you wanted to
The first time we met you said “I love you”
The second time you said “I’m gonna treat you right”
And the last time we met you said “I will give you the love that you deserve”
And you never stayed true to your words
You just forgot about me like I never existed

We used the word LOVE too soon

I was used to being someone you loved

I tried to show you that I loved you but you never cared
I even told how I felt about you
Everytime you said you gonna come to see me my heart skipped a beat
I got excited only for you to cancel on me but I guess I was the fool
When I decided to break up with you I told you that we needed to talk
but as always you were busy

I tried and I failed

I now know that dating is not for the faint hearted but for the strong hearted people
And I have realised that
If he wants to be with you then he will be with you
If he wants to talk to you then he will talk to you
If he wants to see you then he will make time and see you
If he loves you then he will show you how much he loves you

I was used to being someone you loved

I now know you never really meant any of the texts you sent
I guess I was blinded by your sweet words
and eventually I got used to being someone you loved
I don’t wanna leave you but I have to
I’m doing it for my happiness, my peace and my sanity

I don’t wanna fall in love I wanna grow in love
I still can’t believe how I got used to being someone you loved