I thought I could hold myself back.
I thought I could stop from thinking of you.
I tried to be your best friend.
I tried not to stare at your photo.
I tried to avoid you.
But for how long?
I only think of your voice,
you’re my dance that I can’t stop.
I have failed.

I failed to hide my feelings for you.
I’ll only be at ease once I’m
not your friend anymore.
I pity myself for failing to stop loving you.
I don’t want to be mistaken for your friend,
because I want to find a chance to woo you.
I really was your friend
but these feelings were eating me up.
It hurts not to speak to you
as I try to control myself.
I love you so much.
I have failed.
Love has won.